Dear family,
Just as we thought all is well & calm and we can
wait peacefully till mid September for further test, the wave rose again.
Sue has been feeling dizzy for a while. Blood test showed no anemia. During the long weekend, more symptoms
occurred- light-headed, fainting darkness, stumbling in walking, double vision,
and losing appetite. The most terrifying
thing is- all these symptoms coincident with the symptoms of the brain
metastasis (cancer cell in brain).
Although brain MRI one month ago showed no cancer in
brain, the doctor won’t take any chance.
She ordered an emergency Brain MRI.
The good news is that MRI results was good- No signs of brain metastasis
or stroke. The bad news is that the
doctor still cannot identify the real cause for Sue’s dizziness.
The dizziness is an ongoing one. Sue has to give up her daily walk. She is losing appetite (feeling nausea) and
having blur vision (thus, she cannot drive). She feels terrible and looks awful
in Donald’s eyes. J
This is THE anniversary- One year ago, Sue was
diagnosed with cancer. We learned that life is a gift from God daily. We have received 365 gifts since then. We are
learning our faith lessons daily. We enjoy
your prayers (all over the U.S.) and loving cares (food services every other
day plus some special orders).
But, we are tired.
We learned that we are not as strong as we thought we are, we learned
that we need to depend on Him daily. Sue lost 10 pounds. She is getting weaker physically, and
somewhat depressed emotionally. Every day, we are facing some new
challenges. We learned to take
refuge in the shadow of God’s wings until
the disaster has passed. (Psalm 57:1) We cried to God - Lord,
when will you deliver us from these constant sufferings? This is a marathon and we in this race.
More exams are coming. Pet scan will be on 9/9. It will show how the bone metastasis
goes. Please pray for our spiritual
healthiness and Sue’s emotional strength.
Pray that Sue will be protected and get rid of the dizziness
symptom. Pray that the drug resistance will come as
late as possible, if ever.
Sue was asking the LORD, “Are you going to heal me
and violating the natural laws?” This is what the LORD answered, “Cancer is NOT
the natural law, but a violation of the natural law. Healing is to recover you to be under the
natural laws!” May His gracious words be realized on all of us who follows Him!
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